2018 journey and 20th Birthday Celebration!

A short journey that I want to call as a Way Back Home. 
Assalamualaikum and Hi !
For today post, it is all about my 2018 stories and my 20th birthday celebration. Finally, i'm turns 20 ! 
Right now, i'm listening to Super Junior // Star Appears . Its been a long time since I haerd this song and it is one of my fav Suju songs. 
Lets begin . 

First time interview with organization, Ideas Autism Center for the project of Autismlympic for UiTM Melaka 2018. Will tell more about this interview in another post. 

First time hiking with gang! Its a great experience and it is one of my life goals to go to hiking. Its maybe not a big place but it was challenging and I really love it. Looking forward to another hiking trip in the future! 

A little bit of the view of Denai Tiga Puteri ~

Islamic Product Innovation or IProva 2.0 is another big project for my group this semester. After going through a journey, I decided to build a website for the students. Using a little bit of IT knowledge and my blogging experience, Tada! My group won Gold Medal for this project. It was satisfying ! 

It was my classmate farewell party and our dinner after awhile. It was bittersweet day but I will alwsys pray for you, Hana ! Hana got an offer to do diploma in nursing so we will see her as a nurse in the future! A big clap for her !!

An achievement for me as I received another Dean's award last semester. Congrats dearself and classmates.

One with my housemates! Good job, guys. You guys are my great supporter forever~

One of my college activity was to involve in a team performance for FESIM 2018. It was a great experience meeting with new people and perform. Its been awhile since I perform in a great scale of audience . 

One with my girls ~

Next, another project for this semester is Student Innovation, Invention and Design Exhibition (SIIDE) 2018. We design and produce a prototype of new innovation product and present it in front of jury. It was a big hassle for this project and our class was chosen as the committee members for this big project. It involves students from all around the country and it was such a good experience handling this project. 

I was the emcee for one of the event. It was a loooong time since I emcee an event zzz..

This is the only one photo I got from that big day. The rest is 404 error

The last is my 20th birthday celebration. My birthday was on 14th January 2019 and its actually in the middle of my final exam for semester 3. I had exam on the 13th so after that we discussed about the exam at 10 p.m. They started to teasing me, that they want to sleep before 12 a.m so that they cant wish my birthday. There are so many weird things happened that night and I think there must be something. But, I was so blur I cannot figure out anything until my roommate asked me to accompany her to get some water. At that time , it was a little bit after 12 a.m. I was in the middle of replying all the ws, wishes and calls from my friends. At that time, my housemates all back to their rooms and just wishes me on the phone. I was really sad at that time but I just ignore it. Until I realize, they actually plan a big surprise and waiting at our college badminton court. It was so funny that they start to singing at 12:30 a.m . Im really sorry to all the college residents at that night because we were so loud HAHAHAHAHA. I still cant forget it and it was one of the best memories for my birthday celebration. After that, one by one start to wish me and tell our stories. Im so touched, girls. 

Birthday gifts...... I love you guys so much!

Nad's came and send me a letter and gift ! 

Maira came and sang me birthday song ! Love you, babe ! 

After that, I had a meeting with all the JPKs for my college. They also sang me birthday song. Im so touched. 

Thats all for my 2018 journey. It was a loooong journey for me but I gain so many experiences in the middle of it. In a short words, 2018 is a Way Back Home. 

Thank you to all the people who still stay by my side this year. Welcome, 2019. It will be a tough year for me. Good luck , Skye ! 

Interview Experience for SPA8i

It will be a boring story but still might be useful for others. 

Assalamualaikum and Hi!

As you can see, today I will share my experience for interview SPA8i. Some of you might hear about this thing. It is better for you to Google about this. 

I just apply for this without having any thought. It just I got influenced from my friend and I end up applying it. It was in 2017 right after SPM. I never thought that I will get the opportunity for the exam and interview.

We need to apply at least 10 positions in the registrations. So I just put Medical Assistant as my first choice but I put what I want in the second choice which is Radiology. I thought I am not suitable for Medical Assistant because of my results..

But suddenly, I got a message while I was studying my first semester in college. It stated that I was chosen to sit for the online exam.

At that time, I actually has forgotten about this thing and it makes me panicked. 

What should I do?? They said the questions will be a combination of general questions and some science related questions, and I cant even remember what I learnt at school. Gosh !

They give me date and time for the online exam. At that time, I just dont have any interest for it so I didnt study anything for it. No preparation at all. 

D-Day. Suddenly, I was trembling. What if I cant answer anything even though it is a multiple choice questions. Dont worry guys. The question is a little bit tough but still I can answer it without preparation so the one who try harder can easily tackle the questions. The time given is enough for you to think. Just think faster.. LOL

Im done. I think I did it so bad. 

One day, I suddenly received a message. Again. 

I passed the exam and got called for the interview. 

Damn it. Am I so clever or what ? 

I dont know what to do. At that time, it was in the middle of semester and the interview venue is at Putrajaya so I need to go home. My parents asked me to give it a thought either I want it or not. I need to be prepare if I really want the position. But, I really dont have any interest to be a Medical Assistant. 

I did not study anything. I said to my parents I just want to go to the interview and take it as my experience for the future. 

I did some research. I need to be presentable at least. It is because this is a formal interview for the government position. 

For girls, you can wear baju kurung with light or pastel colours and it is better if you wear 'tudung bawal' and not shawl. Wear 1 or 2 inch heels and not too high. A little bit makeup but not too much. Bring all the documents including your certificates. 

Boys, just wear your formal suits and leather shoes with blazer. You will look smart and handsome..

Be presentable and formal. You at least need to do better as it is our first experience for this kind of interview.

I arrived at 8 i think. I cant remember. I get so nervous when I saw a lot of people there practicing their lines. Gosh. I dont have anything in my hands. Some of them has tried so many times to get the positions and some of them is a newbie like me. 

Finally, it is my turn. 

Knock before you enter. After you hear the answer , get in and greetings. The one who interviewed me at that time was people who work in Kementerian Kesihatan Malaysia. It was two people at that time. 

Sit after they ask you to sit. Dont just sit. It will look improper. They start going through my certificates and ask me a little bit of myself. Prepare your self introduction. Short brief about yourself. 

They asked me if I am interested with this position and I said what I actually want. They understand me right away and support me as a student. They dont ask much since I am not interested for the position. Oh! Please speak in English unless they ask you in Malay. Refrain yourself from speaking in Malay. 

In the interview, they will give you the opportunity to ask any question. Dont waste this chance. Ask something about your interview.

Something like your attire. Is my attire appropriate for the interview ? Or maybe about the scope of work if you really interested for it. My question was , if I dont come for this interview, will I be ban to work for government?

The answer is it might be yes. You apply for it but suddenly you dont come. I think meant it like that. I finally understand. 

My turn was done at almost 1130 a.m.

It was a great experience indeed. I hope someone out there can get a new thing from my post. Goodluck for your interview ! 

A Day Trip to Malacca!

Assalamualaikum.  My semester break for sem 3 finally begun. Finally, its my final year in Malacca. There are so much things that I want to try, to go, to taste and to run all over the place. One of them is I really want to tour around the city of Malacca with my friends. Finally ! Wish come true. A sudden plan but it is truly a satisfying moments. Lets go through this memento together... 

With this two girl, we tour around the city. FYI, we walked. 

The night view ate the riverside. It is so majestic and beautiful. We does not regret staying there until night just to ride the cruise! We end up arrived at our college at almost 11p.m

At A Famosa building. To go this place, we need to hike a little bit because it is on top. It was raining that day so it is so much harder to climb up there. But, it is once in a lifetime. We need to...

On top of  Muzium Samudera, Melaka. I think this is one of the famous place in the city. All the history ships was in there. With the price of RM5, we can go to 2 museums. It is so amazing and a whole new world for me. I really love museum but sometimes I need to drag my friends to go there...

It was rain heavily after that so we came to Dataran Pahlawan and Mahkota Parade to stay in there for awhile. Both of this is opposite of each other. It is just an ordinary mall like we all used to go.

The sun start to shined back. Here one picture with the trishaw as a background. We called it 'Beca' here!

With the museum buildings as the background ~

We got to taste a delicious 'Cendol' and 'Ais Batu Kacang or ABC' we called here. It was so delicious and located at the front of St Cathedral. Or Jam Besar I guess... I dont remember. But, what I know is it is so delicious and worth it. 

Jonker Walk. We just stayed there for awhile and then because there are so many people... 

Walking along the riverside.

We dont get to ride Menara Taming Sari so it will be next time. As usual, there are so many people even at night. The view must be beautiful up there. 

Night view of the city...

Christ Church, Malacca.

Finally, we get to ride the rivercruise. We was so excited for this so we decided to ride it at night. The scenery is more beautiful with all the lights. It takes 30 to 45 min for this river cruise trip. 

It was a happy ending. 

But still, we want to go there once again. There are some things that we doesnt have time to do at that time, plus the bad weather and tight budget as we are student. But still, it is a happy memories..

Thank you, till next time. 

Be part of a new family, a new fandom, Melody ~

Hai and Assalamualaikum. 

Its been awhile i guess. After 3 months, finally, I'm back !

Time sure flies. I just finished my third semester and right now in my study week before my final on January. Got some time to relax and breath before the struggle next week. 

Whatever it is, today is such a memorable day for me. 

A so wonderful day. 

I dont know if I had mentioned this before, but, even though I enjoy all the korean music, I am very selective in choosing the best song in my playlist. Because of this, there is only one group and one solo artist that I really enjoy and obsess too much which is Super Junior and Jung Joonyoung. 

Put aside Suju and JJY, in my last semester break, I just discover one boy group that I really regret not know them. Guess who ? 

Judging by the fandom name, I guess some of you might know it . 

YES! IT IS BTOB !

I was really into them since then and today, all is real. I can hear them singing live and meet all the fans in my own country! They decide to do a small fan meeting and mini concert with all the melodies and I got the chance to go there and experience it myself. 

Unfortunately, I dont have the ticket with me since it is a last minute plan, but I manage to join the fandom at the venue and heard them singing live! 

Indeed, it is BTOB. 

It was real. 

The dress code for today is the official colour , blue and white~ Most melodies today are wearing blue and white too.

The wish melody section. This board was taken in the fan meeting and the BTOB member selected the wishes and grant them! You can see all the updates in #BTOBinMalaysia2018 in Twitter or Instagram. 

The registration and big TV of promotion. The venue this time is MITEC in KL. It is so exclusive for a fan meeting. 

The luckiest thing I have is my best friends who are also melodiessss 

This picture need to be super large as I want to show the great 7 banner from BTOBMalaysia07. They did a great job and I really love thisssss. 

The memories

THE BIGGEST REASON WHY I CAME TODAY IS FOR THIS FREEBIES FROM FELLOW MELLODIESSSS , THANK YOU FOR ALL FANSITESNIM I LOVE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT DAY AND LETS MEET AGAIN IN THE FUTURE !

Last but not least, thank you boys for the memories. Lets meet again in the future where all of you are together with the best songs that I will enjoy forever.

Lots of love, Skye.

A so wonderful day // 16 December 2018 // BTOB 

Feelings

Feelings

The memories that keep fading

The beautiful days become gloomy

Try so hard to see who will catch me

Should i love myself unconditionally

Sometimes, I try to leave the world

Running from the darkness

Try to breathe slowly, escape suddenly

Let myself withstand all of this

What is this confusing feeling

I dont believe this is momentary

Keeps dreaming its fantasy

Time keeps ticking, im still running

Can i just give up like this

Where is the flower path i should be taking

People said keep walking

But why am i keep slipping

Absurd thing makes me crying

But why i cant see anything suddenly

Things get harder, breather becomes heavier

Everything in darkness

I dont believe this is momentary

Keeps dreaming its fantasy

Time keeps ticking, im still running

Can i just give up like this

Where is the flower path i should be taking

Even when im sick, even when im collapse

The thorns keep striking

Is it okay to make mistakes

Is it okay if i start crying

Is it okay if im falling

Through the night, I will dream

I dont believe this is momentary

Keeps dreaming its fantasy

Time keeps ticking, im still running

Can i just give up like this

Where is the flower path i should be taking

Skye.

What I do when I need some Healing ?

Hi.

Assalamualaikum.

For today's post, its just a relaxing things that i want to share. What things that I do to find some healing. And maybe can be done by you without you realised.

As i reached my last teen, my thoughts became more matured. I never being a rebellious kid until now, but without i realised , my thoughts became more matured. I matured more because of the situation i lived in. 

Everything was hard. But, I strongly believe that it will become tougher in the future. There are many things that I scared. I am someone who has so many things to lose  but i still does not want to give up. 

Sometimes, it becomes something i cant explained. I need help. But, there are no hands to hold me. No shoulders I can rely..

Back to the topic, because of this things, i always find things to heal myself. Healing is important to stay sane. You need to stay sane to think properly what you can do and what you cant.

When I started my college year, a year ago, I realised I changed. Not a lot. But its just for myself. I cant adjust myself properly but still I can adapt anywhere I go. Since high school, I always enjoyed doing outdoor things, enjoy with my close friends but not to the extent that we do something too adventurous. Its still become regret for us, we dont have any memories being a rebellious students.

Because of that, I only enjoy myself when I am in my own circle. I know I cant do things properly with someone that didnt know me very well. It still hurts me.. I dont have many friends until now.

I am a homebody person. So, what i do for healing limited to what you can do at home.

1) LEARN COOKING

I dont know anything about cooking except the basic things. But, since i had a long holiday before i started my college year, I learn cooking. I try all sort of recipe about things that I want to eat. But , actually I only cook something that I want to eat and I love. SELFISH. But, if you learn it, you will find some healing in it. I enjoyed doing all the things in the kitchen in the same time i can think about many things. Try it. Its something enjoyable. Someday, I really want to join a true cooking class and learn properly !

2) READING

      

I always enjoy reading! The best genre that i really love is crime and thriller. Rarely, romance, but sometimes its cool. I also love read any online journal or online stories. Because of this, i didnt have any problem in subjects that required a lot of reading. I had a lot of interest in reading. I always make sure if i go out, I need to buy a book. I also read a lot of motivational reading. As a muslim, I also recommended you to read seerah Nabi and a lot of stories about Islam. Reading while you sipping a cup of coffee and enjoy your music is something that can give me a real healing. 

3) WATCHING MOVIES

I think this is a good solution for healing because you will completely distracted when watching movies. I dont really watch movies at cinema but it is something that i really enjoy when i hang out with my friends. I have many good recommendations of movies ! I will post it in another post :) Movies can taught you many life lessons and it will makes you reflect back on yourselves. I always find some times to relax and enjoy my fav movies. Take some times to enjoy all the great cinematography and picturesque scenes in the movie. It will give you a healing ! 

The latest movie i watched is Europe Raiders. Its a cantonese movie and if i can rate it i would give 3/5 stars! Please watch it!

      

4) WRITING

Why writing is my kind of healing ? It is because sometimes you have all those kind of thoughts but you have no one to listen. So, I prefer to write all things to ease my minds. Late night thoughts is tiring. You wants to say many things but many things held you back. Try to write what you want to say. You will find some healing in your own words when you look again."Ahh I already pass this phase." All those writings i kept it as my lyrics. I wrote all those lyrics because i want to empty my mind. And it always what i truly want to say... 

"As my eyes that look at the night sky for the last time

I tell myself that the self-torture will end tomorrow morning

I pray for the last time, to send me to heaven

Because this world was too much to be alive in

My dad would hear about me while he is working

My mom would try to wake me up from eternal sleep
Don’t cry mom and pa

I’ll see you in the next world

If I were to be born again, I’d be your child again

I’m gonna leave first.." - Jung Ilhoon, If I Die Tomorrow

5) WATCHING KDRAMA

As you know, I always enjoy my time watching all those kdramas. They show a variety of genre and always heavy with life lessons. I learnt a lot from it. Thats why I always updated all the lists of dramas i watched because it is my type of healing. You just lying there laughing and learning in the same time. I think all those kdramas fans will agree with me with this statement. HAHAHAHA. But , make sure, you know how to divide your time and not only obsessed with dramas. 

Oh, you can check my post for The best KDramas for 2017 and 2016 !

6) MUSICS

                                      

This should be on top of my list of things i do when i need some healing. Why do you need anyone when you have musics? All those lyrics can describe our inner feelings without you need to say anything. Musics is really important. It can makes you feel calm, boost your mood, improve your confidence and you can always enjoy musics. I am so picky when it comes to choose songs that i love. I always look at the lyrics first, then i can focus on the genre or the singer. Lyrics is very important. People should appreciate lyricist more than the singer itself. Its just my 2cents. But, you really try hard to find some ideas to express your feelings in the musics you created. Find some songs that suits you, sit down, close your eyes, It will bring you great healing. 

I will post another post just for my favourite playlist to be listen when it rains. 

7) ORGANIZING

Some people wouldnt agree with me for this. But, I always have a habit to organize my things when i need to do some thinking. It is my way to find some healing. I still dont know why about this. Maybe you can try it and see if you get some healing or stress >.<

So, thats all about what i do when i need to get some healing. Most of it are something that you can do when you need time alone and being a homebody person. I really enjoy being this way and its really help me to get back on my feet. 

When everything doesnt get in the way you want. Take a rest and look at in a different perception. Dont just give up! 

Everyone needs some healing!