Feelings

Feelings

The memories that keep fading

The beautiful days become gloomy

Try so hard to see who will catch me

Should i love myself unconditionally

Sometimes, I try to leave the world

Running from the darkness

Try to breathe slowly, escape suddenly

Let myself withstand all of this

What is this confusing feeling

I dont believe this is momentary

Keeps dreaming its fantasy

Time keeps ticking, im still running

Can i just give up like this

Where is the flower path i should be taking

People said keep walking

But why am i keep slipping

Absurd thing makes me crying

But why i cant see anything suddenly

Things get harder, breather becomes heavier

Everything in darkness

I dont believe this is momentary

Keeps dreaming its fantasy

Time keeps ticking, im still running

Can i just give up like this

Where is the flower path i should be taking

Even when im sick, even when im collapse

The thorns keep striking

Is it okay to make mistakes

Is it okay if i start crying

Is it okay if im falling

Through the night, I will dream

I dont believe this is momentary

Keeps dreaming its fantasy

Time keeps ticking, im still running

Can i just give up like this

Where is the flower path i should be taking

Skye.

Fly

The thought of you that cross my mind , 

Wearing white shirt , swinging happily , 

Running in the middle of vast island , 

Looking up, to the sky 

I remembered that you always talk about flying , 

Want to walk further , to reach the highest ,

Your gloomy face , talking about the hurdles ,

Your eyes that full of tears ,  

Makes me want to believe , 

You can fly higher 

The days that you said harder , 

Are now passing in the blink of eyes ,

Your steps that become lighter , 

Makes my heart flutter from happiness , 

Just stay by your side is enough , my everything

Your shining eyes that look at me , 

Your smooth words that soothing me , 

Makes me want to believe that you will always , 

Stay like this , full of laughter ,

Reach my hands , my love

The days that you said harder , 

Are now passing in the blink of eyes , 

Your steps that become lighter , 

Makes my heart flutter from happiness , 

Just stay by your side is enough , my everyday

Fly higher , so that you can touch the sky , 

Even if its harder , just walk without turning back,

It just makes you stronger , just look ahead , 

With your beautiful smile 

The days that you said harder ,

Are now passing in the blink of eyes , 

Your steps that become lighter  ,

Makes my heart flutter from happiness , 

Just stay by your side is enough , my love . 

Skye 

 

Naylei

Naylei

i look at myself , 

staring at the sky with a blank face , 

looking around , 

the unfamiliar surrounding makes me shrinking . 

i try one by one ,step by step , 

learnt to adjusting , 

i asked them , 

why life is so difficult , 

but all i get is their laughter , 

why is it so hard to continue ?

is it I the only one who went through ?

i find its hard to keep walking , 

the cold staring  makes me hard to breathe , 

walking through this thorny route , 

just tore me apart without i even realizing , 

to get that feeling , 

but , something keep me standing in this dark tunnel 

when will I get the freedom ?

To show the real me , 

that always keep hidden , 

i changed as much as the photo that has faded , 

i have grown taller , 

but why my heart keep getting smaller , 

i hope i will overcome , 

i just want to smile , 

give me a freedom to smile , 

just to smile ...




Skye .

Missing You

Missing You 

Missing you , 

Again , just like yesterday , 

The shadow of your back , 

Haunting me everyday 

Why am I not strong enough , 

To see you , walk away , 

Far away , Without ...

Holding my hands ? 

Why your smiles keep making 

me crying every single days ? 

Missing You , 

Until my heart cant handle anything , 

Anymore , The heavy footsteps , 

I try to left everything behind , 

But , i cant even hold my tears , 

Anymore ... 

The Dark tunnel , 

Cars everywhere , people who keep passing , 

Cold staring but nothing can console me , 

Your dark silhoutte who suddenly appeared , 

But , just passing without looking . 

Hold me , 

Because i keep missing you .. 

Skye .

Truthness

Truthness 

Today , I woke up , 

Feeling empty as usual , 

The surroundings still look the same , 

Nothing ever change .

I wonder , why my mind is going blank , 

Its just i realised , I'm being myself . 

Heavy walksteps , 

The sounds of bird chirping , 

The blue sky , the one that always accompany me ,

But always behind , 

When will someone stay by my side , 

The one that will hold me tight. 

Its raining today , 

Again , I feel like in sorrow , 

The laughter has gone , 

The black sky , heavy drops start falling , 

One by one , drop by drop , 

Why i feel so lonely right now .

I miss all the memories , 

The memento keep playing in my head , 

I miss all the laughter , 

The amazing scenes , 

Where did everyone go , 

Leave without me ....

Skye .