Memory Lane : Rollercoaster Trip in 2017 !

Assalamualaikum . 

Its been awhile . 

Today , i want to paste all of my 2017 Rollercoaster Journey  in this post . Hopefully , in the future , i can smile while seeing all the picture . Because , all of them have become a sweet memories . 2017 makes me a different person , taught me many things , slap me with all kind of treats , makes me more matured but more tough . Especially , my fragile heart .

I dont have any goals last year . But , all of my after-SPM goals has been achieved ! Alhamdulillah . I become an university student , a  kindergarten teacher , a leader for all my assignments team , a sister to my bestfriends , a housemate and roommate for someone and a daughter for my parents . From a bright me turns to a passive girl suddenly , a leader turns to a follower , a coward turns to a fighter . I welcome to a more brighter future ahead . But , all i want is my family and my bestfriends besides me . 

Thats all i need . With them, i can go anywhere . Fly everywhere ! 

2018 resolution:  -Deanlist for sem 2 and 3 .  

                -Polish my leadership skill

                       -Becomes braver in making decision

I hope i can achive all of this goals . Amin . Insha Allah ! 

Here is my short memory lane of 2017 ...

Pulau Pinang . A short trip but also a hell trip . 13 hours trip because it was CNY holidays and we end up not touring any of the famous places in Penang . Maybe for another holiday in the future ? 

A memorable year for me . The first one called as a best student for SPM 2016 . Alhamdulillah . I shocked everyone maybe ? Even my mum and myself . LOL

The Champion team . Alhamdulillah . All succeed and pass . Our hardest year has passed and glory future is waiting . Rn , Yasmin in UM , Azra in UIA , Syiqah in STPM , and the rest of us is in UiTM all over the country . 

Hari Anugerah Kecemerlangan . With my classmates and homeroom teacher . 

#TripleT 

Omma ! 

#SempoiSquadRayabelike #Raya2k17

Knowing le housemates who has the same personality and mind with me is trully blessed ! Lets meet again in the future . 

Bebigels of MBM111B . be strong for 5 semester gais .

Cherating Present Holiday ! The best holiday i think ;) 

The last meeting with #TripleT without Athirah . I met her separately . But , this is the last picture before all of us fly in our own ways . Lets remain as TripleT until Jannah . May Allah always bless our relationship!

  Orientation day . Exhausted week but always remain as memories in our life . 3 a.m with housemates

My first day for class . First day as Mahasiswi UiTM . 

My first team for my first assignment ! Thanks guys for trusting me until the end . 

First assignment ! 

Memorable day . I got to watch the Closing of SEA Games in Malaysia . With TripleT as always . The funny story is we was stranded in KL Sentral at 1 a.m without knowing how to go home . Its really scary at first but its a memorable day for us ! 

The beautiful night at SEA Games ! 

Le roommate ~ 

THE END ...

Naylei

Naylei

i look at myself , 

staring at the sky with a blank face , 

looking around , 

the unfamiliar surrounding makes me shrinking . 

i try one by one ,step by step , 

learnt to adjusting , 

i asked them , 

why life is so difficult , 

but all i get is their laughter , 

why is it so hard to continue ?

is it I the only one who went through ?

i find its hard to keep walking , 

the cold staring  makes me hard to breathe , 

walking through this thorny route , 

just tore me apart without i even realizing , 

to get that feeling , 

but , something keep me standing in this dark tunnel 

when will I get the freedom ?

To show the real me , 

that always keep hidden , 

i changed as much as the photo that has faded , 

i have grown taller , 

but why my heart keep getting smaller , 

i hope i will overcome , 

i just want to smile , 

give me a freedom to smile , 

just to smile ...




Skye .

Missing You

Missing You 

Missing you , 

Again , just like yesterday , 

The shadow of your back , 

Haunting me everyday 

Why am I not strong enough , 

To see you , walk away , 

Far away , Without ...

Holding my hands ? 

Why your smiles keep making 

me crying every single days ? 

Missing You , 

Until my heart cant handle anything , 

Anymore , The heavy footsteps , 

I try to left everything behind , 

But , i cant even hold my tears , 

Anymore ... 

The Dark tunnel , 

Cars everywhere , people who keep passing , 

Cold staring but nothing can console me , 

Your dark silhoutte who suddenly appeared , 

But , just passing without looking . 

Hold me , 

Because i keep missing you .. 

Skye .

Short Trip : Penang !

Assalamualaikum guys !

Hi ! 

Oh my god gais . 

Its been a while . This post has been a draft since March . I didnt have any time to do this even i left my fav kdrama just to focus for somethings , 

So , back to this post . Penang Trip . Its been a while since I last visited Penang . Maybe the last was when im in my first or second year of high schol . Wow ! 

We have adopt family here so we came to visited them after a while . I was really  close to them since before so i was so excited to met them . 

So , lets go down the trip lane . Momentoooo ~~ 

Fly ~

Fly ~

Fly ~

Its a nice trip btw . Even it was for a short time and its torturing because of the 10+ hours in the car , but still we enjoyed it ! I hope i can tour Penang in the future by myself ! I really loved to do that ! 

See you again , Penang ! 

Teacher . Kindergarten teacher .

17 April

Interview with LCKindergarten . For part-time assistant teacher .

 No expectation . 

Maybe not be taken . 

22 April . 

Got a call from them . I was accepted . Need to start working this monday . 

Excited ? No . More to nervous how will i act as a teacher . Kindergarten teacher .

No one expect . I take it as a challenge . Who say children are scared at me ?

Tada! 

25 April . 

Working gais . 

Act , working as a kindergarten teacher is one of greatest memory that i have . Working with adults , see the environment , how the children grows up and talking with them makes me realised that i lived in 20th century country . 

Its really lovely . Eventho there are some things that i cant share that hurts me a lot but , still , the children , loves me a lot . I learnt a lot from them . 

Someone caught my attention since the first day . Rafiq . Share the same name as my best friend . Love him till the end . Adorable kid . 

So , for the first day , i was quite shock when they didnt even introduce anything to me or introduce me to them . I cant say anything . Im the youngest . All the teachers are adults . I didnt even know wo i will be assist . I end up in the upper classroom . 6 years old . Tahfiz class . High expectation . What is the difference in them and the others students ? 

I saw it . They are quite fast and can talk very well . All the dua's that i didnt even memorized , they can recite it very well . They also need to be train to speak in english . Eventho they are not good , but its good to train them since kindergarten . I would do that to my kids in the future . For one week , i stayed with them . Suprisingly , i can blend well with them eventho the first day is really exhausting for me . Many things that i didnt satisfied at that time . My parents even asked me to resigned . 

So , i didnt even get to stay with them for a month . I think its only for 2-3 weeks including all the holidays. For the final week , we had trip and a few events but i didnt joined because i had my licensed class . And that's when i knew my UPU result . Its finally my final week of working . 

For the final week , i only came the last day on Friday . Its Teacher's day celebration . Something hurts me  . They asked me to sit because im not the real teacher and i didnt come for awhile . Quite disappointing because even the new teachers get to stand .

Eventho i stay seated , i still got many presents especially from my students . When i told them , that it is my last day , they all shout WHYYY hahahahaha why so cute kids . I need to go to school like all of you . I maybe stay with you for a very short time , but the time i spent , i really loved it exclude the treatments i received there . I reall loved the kids . My felings towards them are so sincere . 

I really hope they will remember me in the future . Teacher Husna  will be in memories .

My last day with them . Goodbye kids ~

In memories , my lovable not-so-called-teacher experience . 

Goodluck girls and boys . You sure will shine one day . 

Sincerely , your not-so-called-teacher .