Truthness

Truthness 

Today , I woke up , 

Feeling empty as usual , 

The surroundings still look the same , 

Nothing ever change .

I wonder , why my mind is going blank , 

Its just i realised , I'm being myself . 

Heavy walksteps , 

The sounds of bird chirping , 

The blue sky , the one that always accompany me ,

But always behind , 

When will someone stay by my side , 

The one that will hold me tight. 

Its raining today , 

Again , I feel like in sorrow , 

The laughter has gone , 

The black sky , heavy drops start falling , 

One by one , drop by drop , 

Why i feel so lonely right now .

I miss all the memories , 

The memento keep playing in my head , 

I miss all the laughter , 

The amazing scenes , 

Where did everyone go , 

Leave without me ....

Skye . 

Awareness of Mental Health

Assalamualaikum everyone . 

Its been awhile since im updating my daily life . 

My hectic life . Rollercoaster life . 

I dont know what im thinking rn , but i think its something that i want to share about my feelings . Today , i was shocked hearing about someone dead because of depression . It is something that is unusual that makes me shocked . Maybe because , i always see him as a bubbly and cheerful person without seeing his sadness . 

But , today , I believe , DEPRESSION can kill . 

You see someone who always smile , laugh with fullest , but do you see his/her side of darkness . You need to be aware , ppl beside you might crying for help inside them . They just cant experss him .

Please , please ! Spreas kindness . Ask you beloved one is something bothering them . We shold get more awareness about mental health . Dont just punish them . Every people is different. They have different kind of sensitivity . 

Thats why in Islam , Allah said in Holy Quran , please mind your attitude and your words . 

They can kill someone else . Deeply . Without everyone known . 

I've known someone who is close to me . For me , she is an ordinary girl . But , I believe that she has a strong heart . I see that many ppl are comfortable with her and she is full of laughter . But , one day , i discoverd that she has fear of ppl . She cant stay in the crown for too long. She said she think that everyone looked at her . But , in the same time , she was a leader of a big organization , a leader to her group , and also for all assignment group , they will pick her as a leader . I always wondering how can she stand in front lead her group with that confidence . You can see she is shining more than others . But deep inside act , she crumbled by herself . She always feel lonely and because of that she always sleep and laugh more than other . 

Its always the one who smile the most , have hurt the hardest , 

Please , give some hug to this ppl . It is important to care for the other person . 

Because , again , Depression and other mental illness can KILL .