The Hardest Journey in my last year as Diploma student :)

My last year as diploma students in UiTM Melaka.

At the end of the year 2018, I already expected that 2019 will be a tough year for me. I don’t know why I can predicted it, but it actually happened. Last year was one of my toughest year.

Back then in school, I was a crybaby. Everything makes me cry. I don’t know why but at that time maybe I’m very comfortable to show my feelings to my friends that I can be myself. But when I entered university, I changed. But, not totally changed. It’s just I tried.

I don’t cry easily and I become someone who prefer not to express my emotions or feelings. Its just I realized I have that side of my that I’m shocked myself. I realized I have a hard time expressing myself. It is really hard for me. At the end, what I can do is I slept. I always sleep when I have some time. Because, thats the only time that I can rest and express myself. Usually, I had a long dreams. All of my emotions exploded in my dreams.

But, I realized again. I’m only 21. Too young, too dumb, to realize. I guess many tough years is waiting for me in the future. How can I face my adulthood journey if I am this fragile. People might said that I am matured, tough compare to other girls in my age, but I don’t think so. I’m still young. Too young. There are many things that I want to learn and experience.

2019 taught me so many things. But, I ended up crying a lot. I faced mental breakdown and panic attack a few times. I’m glad I still not have any suicidal thoughts or feeling depressed.

For my second last semester, I suddenly got active in co-curriculum activities and curriculum. At that time, I was shocked. Having a time for myself is a privilege. I learnt so many things. I hold a few position that makes me responsible for a few big events. At the same time, I also learn to improve my leadership skill, social skill, communication skill. I got hurt alot. Mentally of course. I hurt others too.

I’m glad I survived. Thank you for all supports. I finally finished them. I successfully handled 9 events as one of the exco and team leader of the projects. I’m so proud of myself.

In the same time, I also worked hard for my grades. I studied a lot to back up all lessons that I missed. It was tiring and at the end, I almost give up. I don’t have high expectation at all for my result. But, Alhamdulillah, I got straight As for all subjects taken and received my 4^th Dean List Award.

I tried to slow down a little bit for my last semester. It’s just I have another goals which are to enjoy last bits of journey as a student there. But, I still handled a few projects. This time, my assignment and subject are quite tough as I am the final semester students and one of the student who are expect to graduate on time. My lecturers are quite strict this time, and it makes me so stressed. I worked hard. Super duper hard. But, I still do not have enough time.

Priority is still priority.

I’m scared that I will disappoint my family. My parents. So, I worked hard. But, it was overwhelming. It drags me down. I got mental breakdown. I cried.

I hope I don’t disappoint them. My result will come out on 14^th Feb. I’m scared. I just hope for the best.

I will share some of the memories of my tough year as a student. This forever will becomes a memories to remember. 

Thank you for the memories. 

"2017-2020"

National Art Gallery Tour !

Assalamualaikum and hi !

A new post and a new place with a new experience !

So, last time, I succeed in persuaded my best friends to join me to National Art Gallery tour. Its been awhile since I went to such place, but this time I was more determined since there is one exhibition that makes me attracted to visit it !

It is Leonardo Da Vinci exhibition. This time, the exhibition got many supports from local tourists. There are so many people posts about their experience touring the exhibition. We went on 23^rd July 2019.

It was our first experienced visit such place. There is no direct public transport to go there so we decided to take Grab and we arrived there only in 20 minutes ! After that, we start our journey !

There are a few exhibition in one place! For your information, National Art Gallery is free admission so you do not need to worry about the fee. At that time, we got to visit 3 or 4 exhibition including Da Vinci exhibition. Its only took us around 2 hours to enjoyed the whole exhibition.

What can I say is , art is abstract. Everyone have their own opinion, perspective and experience about arts. We cannot simply said that that person is wrong or what I see is correct. The truth art for me is  you be able to really enjoy it just only stare at it. Its weird, right ? Sometimes, I don’t even know the meaning of the arts or what is the story behind, but just by staring at it, it makes me understand what is the story behind it.

Its just wonderful.

So, here is some of the arts that I can share. Camera cannot fully capture the beauty of the art, but still memory will remains…

This is also another trip for my gang after awhile…..

Overall, it was a great experience for us! I really recommended all of you to visit this kind of place because they give you more knowledge and interesting vibe that you can't get anywhere ! 

Trip around Malacca 2.0 : Foodhunting

Assalamualaikum and hi guys !

So, for today, I will post another memories with my uni friends ! It is from our Malacca 2.0 tour !

I’ve planned with this trip a long time ago after our Malacca 1.0 which we visited Malacca City. But, this time, I want to focus more on foods around Malacca. I’ve no experience with food hunting and my friends also not a big eater so it just a small scale of food hunting which we decided the day before we go.

This time, we drove ! It is because there is so many place to visit and we want to save cost and time. Last time, we took Grab and walked around the city. But this time, it is a big NO !

Lemme brief a little bit about our itinerary :

MALACCA TRIP 2.0

Date : 17/6/2019

Time : 1:00p.m. - 9:00p.m

Place :

1. Coconut Shake Batu Berendam  

2. Lunch at Aeon Bandaraya Melaka

3. Big Bowl Ice

4. Encore Melaka

5. Klebang

6. Cendol Kg Hulu

7. Dinner at AMJ

So, lets begin !

This is the first destination that we visited ! After some research, most people said that Coconut Shake Batu Berendam is the best in Malacca. I’ve tasted some of coconut shake around Malacca, but actually I cant differentiate taste well. All of them is tasty ! But, this coconut shake is really recommended !

Next, I will try Coconut Shake Klebang and compare it ! 

Price : RM3.90

The second place is, 

Big Bowl Ice ! Actually, we want to go to Mykori dessert but unfortunately at that time, Mykori has move to a further place so we cant include them into our itinerary. But, instead, we try to find other alternatives so they suggest big bowl ice ! The taste is actually quite the same with Icebing at Chengl, Malcca. I used to went to Icebing with my friends before and it is really recommended ! This taste the same like bingsu, a food that Korean people eat during summer. Malaysia style, I think we can compare it with Air Batu Campur (ABC). 

Price : RM16.80 ( the price depends on the type of bingsu we get)

Next, 

Encore Malacca ! This place is quite famous as the tourist attraction ! Encore is actually for theatre performance. But, the building architecture is so aesthetic and instagrammable so many tourists come to visit to take pictures ! The building structure is so unique and the place located near to the beach! The scenery is so nice and the best thing is it is free admission to come and visit! You only need to pay if you want to watch the theatre! 

After that, we drove to , Pantai Klebang! 

We only visited the beach for a short time as we was running out of time at that time ! The place is full packed with local tourists. Actually, we dont find the place that my friends said famous for instagrammable. I dont know why we cant found it. The beach is quite far so we cant see it properly compare to Pantai Pengkalan Balak.

Lastly, we went to Bandar Melaka to taste Cendol Kg Hulu !

 They said Cendol Kg Hulu was quite famous as it is located by the riverside so they can enjoy it while watching the cruise ! It is quite oldschool place but it is cute ! The taste was really delicious, i still cant forget it! It is truly recommended to have a taste there !

Price : RM 5

What I didnt mention was, we had lunch at Aeon Bandaraya Melaka. It was my first time went there after 2 years become a student in Malacca lol. 

For dinner, we ate at a restaurant on the way to our university! Thats all for that day !

We spent RM60 for the car and fuel so we divide it with three. 

The total money I spent that day only RM47.00 !

It is still in my budget because we only budget for each of us RM50.00 !

It was short but the satisfaction is still there ! Next, we will plan for Malacca 3.0 before we graduate ! I'm so happy !