Last bits of memories !

Assalamualaikum. 

It seems like I still have some more memories that I need to commemorate here. 

Its been a rollercoaster journey, but I enjoyed it. 

New journey, please be nice to me. 

With our first lecturer, our Miss Syahirah. 

Girls. Classmates. 

We got to interview a dental company that produces many oral products, Mu'min. 

Shooting for our INS200 video assignments.

Our INS200 lecturer, Madam Nurul Aida. Love you, madam

We got to interview 99Speedmart for our Human Resource assignments.

Our first discussion in our final semester. The third semester with the same team. 

A big events for of our group for International Business assignement. International Cultural Exhibition 2.0 ! We did it ! 

After ICE 2.0,  we had another presentation for Malaysian Economy. We got high marks as well.

Presenting my Transport assignment with Madam Noni ! Supportive madam ! 

We worked hard as we play hard ! Shooting our ENT300 video assignment !

Some of our memories for the last days.. 

Pre-Graduation picture ! We did it ! 

I had shared many more pictures and journey in past posts. I think I want to makes one last posts regarding events that I did in my last semester, but it seems like I handled too many. I dont know whether I want to share or not. 

But, still. This will be memorable. It is my first event as the project leader. Green Earth Day for CSR Project as a JPK for my college. 

It is a very good experiences for me. I learnt totally a lot. After that, I handled a few other projects and I did it well ! 

Good job, Skye. You made it. 

Lets grow more ! 

Malacca Trip : 3.0 - Teratak Esah Version + End Of Year Last Gathering Tgt

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah. On last 16th January 2020, I finished my last paper for Diploma in Business Admin. I hope that Allah will ease my journey for this last semester and I hope my result will be good. Amin.

As I have told in past entries, I have a wonderful housemate who accompanied me through almost 3 years journey in campus. And today, I will show some of our last bits of memories in our final year. 

I had planned with them this Malacca 3.0 trip , since the early semester. But, many things were changed last minute on that day due to circumstances. So, we only went to some of attraction places in Malacca, which are Muzium Kapal Selam, Pantai Puteri, Roti Canai Kayu Arang, Muzium Penjara, Masjid Selat Melaka and lastly we went to spend our time together for dinner at Cheng, Malacca. 

We went out since 7am until 11pm. It was due to jammed maybe because it was weekend. Many plans was cancelled at that day due to times and jammed. 

Check it out ! 

                            

We missed two of our housemates which are Qyla and Syaz. They cant join due to their schedules.

And lastly, our last gathering...

On 31st December, we gathered back at the first place we met. It was full  of laughter and tears. We decide to get a dinner together and have sceret santa session. All of us included but Syaz and Farah couldn't join at the last minute.  We also celebrated New Year and share our last thought and resolutions.

All of us hope that we still can meet each other again in the future. 

You guys are one of the best thing happened in my university life.
May Allah bless me with some great people like you guys when I enter my new degree journey next month. 

The Hardest Journey in my last year as Diploma student :)

My last year as diploma students in UiTM Melaka.

At the end of the year 2018, I already expected that 2019 will be a tough year for me. I don’t know why I can predicted it, but it actually happened. Last year was one of my toughest year.

Back then in school, I was a crybaby. Everything makes me cry. I don’t know why but at that time maybe I’m very comfortable to show my feelings to my friends that I can be myself. But when I entered university, I changed. But, not totally changed. It’s just I tried.

I don’t cry easily and I become someone who prefer not to express my emotions or feelings. Its just I realized I have that side of my that I’m shocked myself. I realized I have a hard time expressing myself. It is really hard for me. At the end, what I can do is I slept. I always sleep when I have some time. Because, thats the only time that I can rest and express myself. Usually, I had a long dreams. All of my emotions exploded in my dreams.

But, I realized again. I’m only 21. Too young, too dumb, to realize. I guess many tough years is waiting for me in the future. How can I face my adulthood journey if I am this fragile. People might said that I am matured, tough compare to other girls in my age, but I don’t think so. I’m still young. Too young. There are many things that I want to learn and experience.

2019 taught me so many things. But, I ended up crying a lot. I faced mental breakdown and panic attack a few times. I’m glad I still not have any suicidal thoughts or feeling depressed.

For my second last semester, I suddenly got active in co-curriculum activities and curriculum. At that time, I was shocked. Having a time for myself is a privilege. I learnt so many things. I hold a few position that makes me responsible for a few big events. At the same time, I also learn to improve my leadership skill, social skill, communication skill. I got hurt alot. Mentally of course. I hurt others too.

I’m glad I survived. Thank you for all supports. I finally finished them. I successfully handled 9 events as one of the exco and team leader of the projects. I’m so proud of myself.

In the same time, I also worked hard for my grades. I studied a lot to back up all lessons that I missed. It was tiring and at the end, I almost give up. I don’t have high expectation at all for my result. But, Alhamdulillah, I got straight As for all subjects taken and received my 4^th Dean List Award.

I tried to slow down a little bit for my last semester. It’s just I have another goals which are to enjoy last bits of journey as a student there. But, I still handled a few projects. This time, my assignment and subject are quite tough as I am the final semester students and one of the student who are expect to graduate on time. My lecturers are quite strict this time, and it makes me so stressed. I worked hard. Super duper hard. But, I still do not have enough time.

Priority is still priority.

I’m scared that I will disappoint my family. My parents. So, I worked hard. But, it was overwhelming. It drags me down. I got mental breakdown. I cried.

I hope I don’t disappoint them. My result will come out on 14^th Feb. I’m scared. I just hope for the best.

I will share some of the memories of my tough year as a student. This forever will becomes a memories to remember. 

Thank you for the memories. 

"2017-2020"